But I just realize it wasn't the best entry for today.....very spacey and very crazy and wacky. Okay it probably was the best entry today because I added a lot of pictures but I didn't add my favorite quote of myself as in crap on me so it is approapriate to say it as I say it outload with my crazy and can't type fingers "Crap on me" And also I have realize that I haven't had the time to write a good long entry so this is going to make up for lost time. Yes I will admit to it...I have been a lazy sack of crap.......so lazy.....



Sorry to all your dlanders for that.......It might be way too long.....

Now that is over with....The topic of the day.............

Approaching 300....Can you imagine that? I can't even imagine that 13 people put me down as one of their favorite diaries and I can't imagine that I have over 1,700 visitors that visit this site. Do you have a life? Just joking.......I swear I am glad that you visit this site. It brightens up my self esteem which at times are very low. Sometimes I don't have any at all......... It is amazing how sweet people can be.

I have a diaryring that has over 30 people and I love each and everyone of you and those who have answer to my surveys......How sweeet can you bee. Thanks so much. I was enlighten by your answers, laugh, and really thought of what your wrote. YEs some of them are very long but they were my first so I do plead ignorance and the 5th on all this stuff.

But one thing I do love about diaryland is that it is so theraputic for me. I just realize how ups and downs I do get and the jitteries that I get from panicking........I realize that there is something good about me and that I an not one of a kind at some stuff. It is so neat when I write something I get a response that says "I know what you are feeling" or somebody writing a letter of comfort or just to say hi. And those jokes....I swear I thanks so much for those joke..........

I feel like my life is being looked at in a fishbowl and instead of people poking fun of me, they are embracing me with open arms and that to mee is one of the nicest feelings in the whole wide world.....



The feeling of accomplishment that I made something that people are patting my back.......Well I am patting my own back because for me to last this long is wonderful.

And one thing is great is that I have met wonderful people who I probably won't get a chance to say in person but what an impact you have made in my life.



Ed.....From Los Angelas. You are way to wonderful. I still need to read that one entry you were talking about.

Lynne........YOu are one of the most sweetest and kindest people ever. YOur poems are of beauty and your diary is fab. I always thought that you have a gold membership because your diary looks so supurb. NO joke at all. it is fab. And There is my friend Chelsea. You are way too cool for me girl. Whenever you update< I always have to check in at Uncoolme. And then there is SpunkyJarvis. Tiff is the bomb of all bomb.........First starter and she is great.......I am so glad that you join up for this. This is a great way for me to know what you are up to...