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NIki is leaving................
TIME: 10:44 p.m.

DATE: Saturday, Aug. 24, 2002



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Plans for Tonight Thinking and praying for my friends and going to bed



TODAY'S HEADLINES, HILARIOUS JUNK, AND SIDE STORIES

I am back from hell hole central called work. I have to be on my best behavior because John wants to write me up for something and he is trying to be legit about it. I really need a new joke like a crack head needs a hit.

I was still sad about some news when I heard another really sad news that came to me. Niki, my beautiful coworker, is wonderful and great. She lives with her grandma here but her mom lives in Kansas City. I knew her grandma was going to court to have Niki emacupated and stuff like that so NIki can live here with her grandma. Well her mom wants her back and well it is going to happen. Niki is going back to Kansas City. I really grew very fond of NIki and this is a hard blow. I am one of those people that can't stand change and well I saw change in the blink of the eye today and it is hard for me. IT is hard when it is my friends. Maybe this change is for the good but it still breaks my heart.

I just wish we live in this beautiful place where everything is great and blah blah blah and have a one sweet world but stuff happens and shit happens and well.........It just hurts. I just can't see or hear a friend of mine hurting and I know there are three. I love EACH OF THEM>.....It is hard and it hurts badly.

Well I just don't have anything else to say......Sorry if there was an ounce of me that didn't hurt it would say to eat something but even sleeping just is not going to be good tonight at all. I just hurt too much.



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