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Alienated.........
TIME: 7:19 p.m.

DATE: Wednesday, Mar. 05, 2003



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Hey guys I am not myself lately. First off,I am NOT A morning person and going from working 3:00 to 10:00 and around those hours to waking up at 6:30 and being at work at 8:00 and well being there until 5:00......

That is a huge different lifestyle and for this is not what I am used to. Lately I have been updating at the cubicle island. It is nice while everyone talks to each other well I get to set by and just listen to music on launch.com and sending entries your way.

But here I am again however. I think I am a nice halfway decent person and a good person that can put off a good conversation and well, right? But somehow I screw up on getting with groups of people. I just don't know of to fit in and just sit in and be PART of the conversation. Now before you guys start by saying that maybe if I get out of the front of the computer and blah blah blah. Last week I did get out of my computer. Starting this week, I just decided that nobody wants to be with.

I just don't know how to stop this wallflower thing to being a part of it. Good example: half of the class was invited to go out to eat at this one place. The others didn't go because they brought their lunch. They know I go somewhere or go home for lunch. Guess who didn't get invited to go to lunch? Yep me........At first it didnt' bother me but I didn't think of it until now....Now here I go again. Am I just like Body Odor.......Just don't want to be around....Am I a repellant....?

I just don't mind somedays but you know what? It gets really lonely really fast! But at the same time, I just don't have the confidence enough to just barge in on their conversation.....To me that is rude. I just don't know where just being a part of it stops and rudeness starts or the other way around....Oh well

Gosh my head is hurting....need medicine and go to bed.....Early.....



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